In the end, I trust Dr. H and told him as much. He thanked me for that trust.
(In my heart, I kept hearing the voice of a good friend who has reminded me many times that I need to pray for Dr. H, trust in the gifts God has given him and KNOW that it will be Jesus - the Divine Physician - who will be my surgeon.)
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Flash forward to the eve of a long-awaited surgery...
Receiving Jesus in the Sacraments before departing on our long journey west had been a peaceful turning point in my struggle with the nerves of facing another surgery.
Seeing Nina at the hospital's pre-eval clinic that morning had been both a welcome encounter with someone I've grown to trust and admire and a bit unsettling (as she explained how she was both happy - and sad - to see me back again). Leaving the hospital in style - sporting my brand new, green wristband that would serve as my life blood (every pun intended) should I need a transfusion the next day - and with strict instructions not to remove it, my husband and I zipped down the road to the Institute for an ultrasound and our pre-op appointment with Dr. H. Our questions now asked - and with the doctor's certainty about the robot-assist - we returned to the hotel knowing that the morning would come too soon.
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They said I wouldn't remember what I experienced in the O.R., but I remember more from this surgery than any other I've experienced. I guess the anesthesiologist finally found the right mix because I would (later) wake up much earlier than in past surgeries and (Praised be Jesus Christ!) have NO migraine! :)
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So what did they do??
Removed adhesions... a lot of adhesions... and endometriosis. From the looks of the post-op report, I have a few more stitches than planned. Left ovary, pelvic wall, abdominal wall, right fallopian tube... a stitch in the uterus where a fibroid was removed. A Gore-Tex "anti-adhesion membrane" was put in place to protect the organs as the healing process began and...
The entire area was irrigated with antibiotics!
The entire area was irrigated with antibiotics!
(to be continued...)